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Solitude​/​Soliloquy

by Desolate Blight

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1.
Solitude 10:05
I walk back and forth trying to remember why I’m here My name is gone I have no fear, Falling to my knees I only wish to be free. Hold my breath Hold onto my mind Cracking apart Falling like the world around me A world of hate Brought into The emptiness Without a name The world consistently forgets My name is gone I have no fear, Falling to my knees I only wish to be free. We fight ourselves Through offensive colors The eyes we use Dilute each other Spoken into reality Shattered formalities Paint yourself Through broken lives The weak shall sleep While the moon cries I no longer recognize myself I am just Just a shell of a former name Blasphemy Eternal shame Existential loving Thoughts arouse Deceitful and cunning Pollution in our minds Not polluted plots Wondering Why I'm still here I’ll end it all No time to fear When It calls my name I won’t care if you’re near. No I don’t get why I have to write such putrid things But what does it matter if it helps me feel I try to be better But I just feel drained again Corroded eyes Revert to lies Corroded lives Blisters begin forming underneath my eyes I'm always here A broken thing Not something to hold onto me I genuinely don’t understand how not a single person can read between these things and tell me I’m okay, I’m really not, this isn’t even a story anymore Intrinsic and ego death and so many blatant songs that give you reasons. But I guess it’s accountability you lack. And not a single sense of urgency. I just hope it all makes sense when everything fades away. I just hope that everything makes sense when everything fades away.
2.
Soliloquy 09:17
Separate my anxiety I’m afraid of losing everything I’ve built up I cannot count The times I’ve lied to everyone I am disaster Eternally brought to build I bring calamity People lie But I am worse I am a disease Brought up from the dirt Control it all Its what I hear inside Don’t defeat purpose Continue to walk apart Every time you think of me Remember I’m worse Remind yourself That I’m the worst I am disgusted Believing your own words A parasite Is how you see me I destroy all Chaotic energy I can’t believe that I’m here again I've failed every time I see it The line is already thin Please Just draw yourself away from me I’m only death An endless ferocity, I’ll bring you too Everyone let’s me I just want to die I want someone to end me I beg for death Something that’s faded me I beg for end Something that’s lost to me Every single time I write It’s like I’m jotting down a path back to you I just want to forget the light, I’m lost forever. The only thing that’s left to remember of me Is all the words I write down when I think of you The only name I’ll leave behind Forget it all, It’ll pass with every little thing that ever belonged to me.

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a 20 minute release entirely in the style of atmospheric/post-black metal

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released November 1, 2021

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